3 in the Morning

Last night I woke up at 3 in the morning. I then laid awake for over an hour worrying. An hour. No new information was received. I just went over and over and over the same information. Nothing was achieved. Nothing was gained. I just worried. People say you don't know what you have until it is gone. Perhaps you don't know what you have until you have a chance of losing it.

So They Say...

They say that Happiness is fleeting. They also say that Happiness is a state of mind. A choice. Which makes me wonder. When our Happiness is so affected by our loved ones and people in our lives who's choice is it. I can't help feeling in this moment that sometimes the choice to be happy isn't our own. A loved one can make a choice that is for their own happiness but this choice can strip us of our own Happiness. We can only choose to be happy for their Happiness and hope and pray that that Happiness will soon wear away out our own heartache.

Note: I realise this is vague and odd. More information to follow.