The latest

I feel like a lot has happened in the last week. Probably most notable being Joshua and I had our going away dinner. While we are still in town for another two weeks, one of those Joshua is away and I wanted to spend the last weekend I am in town to just chill out and spend time with family. Anyway I am getting ahead of myself. First things first.

As you are probably well aware the last week or so has been pretty full on. I don't want to use the term freak out but it seems to be accurate in this case. While Josh was away at work I pretty much let my concerns and worries completely freak me out to the point I burst into tears. It was terrible while it didn't come to the full on I am not going it was definately on its way there. Things came to a head when Joshua got home. I literally cried at work. Yes I am one of those girls. Even if I am in denial and felt I hid it quite well. Joshua was so good though. He reassured me. He hadn't realised that my concerns had esculated to that degree and he let me cry and comforted me. It was lovely. He told me the things I needed to hear. And made me feel safe and secure that everything was going to be alright. Don't get me wrong those niggly worries are still there but I definately feel that together we will be okay.

Then on Saturday night we had a get together with friends. It made me feel special to have them all there and while I would of loved to be able to spend more one on one time with each of them it was so lovely. I will post some of the very few photos that were taken on the night very soon.

Only 16 days,

Love Karen and Joshua